My Beautiful Disaster

Beautiful Disaster is a raw and real podcast where I share my journey through trauma, loss, foster care, abuse, and survival. This space was created for anyone who has been through the darkest moments and are still standing. It’s about turning pain into purpose—about finding strength in the struggle and beauty in the broken pieces. If you’ve ever felt alone in your healing, this podcast is for you. Together, we rise.
Episodes
Episodes



Tuesday May 27, 2025
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Tuesday May 27, 2025
Tuesday May 27, 2025
Moving to Parsons The closest I came to normal as a teen in foster care



Tuesday May 06, 2025
From Foster Homes to a Haven: Sam's Unforgettable Journey EPISODE 3
Tuesday May 06, 2025
Tuesday May 06, 2025
Explore the heart-wrenching journey of a young girl through the foster care system, where the promise of safety and growth often felt like an illusion. From the cold atmosphere of a girls' home to the troubling experiences with various foster families, each chapter reveals a story of resilience amidst adversity.
Witness her inner turmoil as she navigates the challenges of losing her birth family and the harsh realities imposed by foster care. Despite the hurdles, a glimmer of hope appears when a caring family offers her a sense of belonging. Discover the poignant moments that shaped her, the pain she endured, and the resilience she developed along the way.
Dive into this emotional narrative and uncover the strength it takes to rise above a troubled childhood, where each experience leaves indelible marks, yet becomes the cornerstone of her burgeoning hope.



Thursday Apr 24, 2025
Mini Thins: A Mother's Reality EPISODE 2
Thursday Apr 24, 2025
Thursday Apr 24, 2025
They said my mom was on drugs. The truth? She took an over-the-counter pill called mini thins, trying to keep up with work and raising 4 kids alone. That one pill triggered a false positive drug test - and just like that, we were ripped from her arms. no investigation. No second chances. Just judgment and destruction. In this episode, I expose how a broken system turned a tired mom into a villain and shattered a family in the name of "protection." You think you know the story- but you don't.
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC474739/
https://www.nbcnews.com/news/amp/wbna4721505
https://www.tampabay.com/archive/2001/07/22/war-on-drugs-takes-odd-turn-over-the-counter/
https://www.justice.gov/archive/ndic/pubs13/13853/product.htm
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC474739/



Saturday Apr 19, 2025
Deeper Dive into Episode 1
Saturday Apr 19, 2025
Saturday Apr 19, 2025
In-depth details about what I shared in episode 1. I shared moments I remember and shared unfiltered emotions, telling you what was happening at that time in my life. , and really tell the truth of what went on in my life and family matters.



Saturday Apr 19, 2025
My Story - When it All Began Episode 1
Saturday Apr 19, 2025
Saturday Apr 19, 2025
This episode explains the time frame in my life where I had my 1st traumatic life event and what happened



Thursday Apr 17, 2025
Part 1 of my life Journey
Thursday Apr 17, 2025
Thursday Apr 17, 2025
is about my life story from the beginning up until i had my 1st son